Lifestyle Changes.

Disclaimer: these are my thoughts. It may or may not be as it happens, more likely the versions that I remember. I might come back and change parts of it. So here goes... 

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This cancer changed me in many ways.

I can't have a good night's sleep. The pain gets worse at night. 

I had to use panties-liner because I bleed, even more so when I am stressed or annoyed. 

I can pass gas, pee and poop like I used to. Things need more persuasion. But I can't be too far away from a sitting toilet. 

I am thankful for the understanding I received from people around me. Most of them don't know about my disease, but I guess they can see that I am in pain. It's obvious. 

It's like having a baby.