Live 15 Minutes at a Time

It's 2 am and I am not sleepy. I bought 1/4 portion of rice, fried chicken and fried brinjal. I find the chicken was very hard to swallow, heck, even the rice was hard to swallow... 

I probably ate 2 spoonfuls of rice, most of the chicken and 2 slices of fried brinjal and threw away the rest.

I will attend a course today. My friend is the person in charge. I guess I'll show her my support. I hope my body will show me some support. 

Normal chores like dressing up for work tires me. I don't know if it's the Cancer or the drugs. 

Yesterday, i took a Grab to the office. Walked in, climbed a short flight of stairs, I got so tired, I had to sit and rest for 15 minutes at the foyer. 

Instead of worrying about what will happen in a months time. I will focus on the 15 minutes. 5 minutes that has just passed, 5 minutes that I am living in and 5 minutes of the future.