Arghhh... Pressure is Building

Been busy. Even when I'm not busy, I like to think that I am busy.

11 more days to go.

Am trying hard to pull my life back together before I lose something else.

As my last post went ... My life is breaking apart and so is everything else in it...

Hair falling like mad, 2 aquarium leaked, spanish moss torn to shreds by damn birds, phone busted, pc kong, some fish died unexpectedly, Sunday session kena tarik balik (given away, must be because of "that" incident- Moral of the story, dont kick the shit bucket unless you fancy some on you) bloddy house in a mess- all within this month.

Swell.

Anyway, I almost said no to Hot and Happening.

I dont feel like doing it although I could use the money. Better say no, thatn forcing myself doing things I dont enjoy doing. LTAC people keeps on calling (after they've exhausted all other options, me thinks). Dono lah... Malas nak pikir.

Song for the moment- Simple Plan: Your Love is a Lie.



Words-

I fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone

I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want,
but I know,
I knowYour love is just a lie

It’s nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?

Could you be more obscene?
So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late
You can tell me that there’s nobody else
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know

Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie