Bad Moment(s) OST

I'll be Alright - Anggun


Tell me is it worth the pain,
when your pride plays the wrong game?
Blinded by suspicious mind,
thougt u could read my heart and cross the line

In everything u see,
keep everything at me

Though my broken heart,
tear my dreams apart
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright
Just a broken heart,
not a word to fight
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

Deep that bad taste in your mouth,
half your truth stay on your side
Unleash all your demons free,
they’ve been hiding

All that u’ve refused to see,
take everything at me

Though my broken heart,
tear my dreams apart
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright
Just a broken heart,
not a word to fight
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

Oblivious inside I’ll be alright

Through the years, many tears,
I have wasted
I’ve moved on, moving on

Can’t erased can’t replaced
what I’ve tasted

Life’s goes on, an on…

Though my broken heart,
tear my dreams apart
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright
Just a broken heart,
not a word to fight
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright

Note to self:

What I did yesterday- Just before work, had a confusing telephone conversation with THE ONE after a whole day of silence (the reason- not in the mood to talk- HOW ORIGINAL), Work, go makan, dinner with Ms. Mirinda somewhere dark. Had Chocolate Cream Chip at Starbucks with Ms. Mirinda and Ms. Halina- our Pre Independence Get-Together, as we wont be seeing each other until after the hectic weekend of doing nothing, just to avoid the crowds. Went home and slept.

Today I went to the office to submit my Merdeka Special Program. The people at the office were having a Makan Session Farewell for Mr. Syadri. I was at the office yesterday but no one told me about it. NEVERMIND. I can still afford my meals. Submitted the damn program and went home. Called THE (supposedly the) ONE. Chatted and hung up. Nothing new.

My N. benstoneii (pokok periuk kera la)sprouted from seed. Fuyyoo... First I propagated N. mirabillis from stem cuttings, now N. benstoneii from seed. I'm getting good at this seed propagation stuff.

Currently experimenting leaves-cutting-in-water-propagation method for my Droserra. D. indica is dying I guess. Maybe should've let it flower and collected the seeds. D. spatulata multiplied by sprouting babies right in middle of the leaves, D. adelae too (using leaves-cutting-in-water-propagation method).

Maybe later I'm going to divide my tall Sarracenia. Need the small ones for trade.

I checked my car roadtax... Damn... It's gonna go Altantuya on 3rd September. Sheee-it! I'm broke and now this? I mean I'm not broke, but my payment is not in yet! ISK! Prostituting myself self is not an option. I wanna go to bed...