Wednesday, December 17, 2008

... Year End Crisis...

It's time. Again. Time to rethink about everything. Time to re-evaluate. Time to look again and see.

A few more weeks to a brand new year.

All I can say is, this year sucks. Same like last year and the year before.

Made a few friends. Made a few enemies.

As the year draws closer and closer to its end, my patience is drawing shorter and shorter. It's like this mind is acting on time-specific-event basis.

Am feeling suicidal, but that's nothing new.

Am here but longs to be else where. I'd feel the same from where I'm about to go. I'm sure.

Happy New Year...

I'm digging this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89V7hvEmSD8

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home
Aahh, the sun is blindingI stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safeUp high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No painInsideYou're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe Up high
Nothing can touch meBut why do I feel this party's over?No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself..
Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good,
'till it goes bad

Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safeUp high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside

You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
How do I feel this good sober?

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