This relationship between me and A happens because of mishaps...
One after another, we grew closer and closer.
Now I think it's time to move on to the next phase. Maybe whatever that we have now will grow into something more... Maybe it'll cool down and melt and seeps through the holes in our lives...
Maybe.
I'm beyond that "What If" phase. Now it's "If I Let Go Of This, Will It Still Be There?" phase.
Things changes. From good to bad to good and back. Nothing into something, then maybe into something else.
My birthday wish has come true.
So now what?
So now I'm going to sit back and wait and see and maybe I'll risk losing A. I think if you love someone, you should let him or her free.
Song of the moment (although this one's a wee bit old, it has been with me since late 90s)
Kita bertemu
Di batasan waktu
Mengenal ertinya rindu
Indah menyatu
Kasih mu kasih ku
Di bawah awan setuju
Cinta yang ku dambakan
Sekian lama
Kini datang mengisi halaman
Menghidupkan kembali
Ruang nan sunyi
Kau yang memberi
Kau menghiasi
Hidup seindah mimpi
( korus )
Ke sayup bintang ku lepaskan
Segala resah di jiwa bersama mu
Ingin daku mengecapi bahagia
Ke sayup pandang ku letakkan
Harapan yang bermakna
Kau yang ku cinta
Kau yang bertakhta
Kau segalanya
Di mata dan hati ini
Indah cintamu
Seindah pelangi
Setelah rintik gerimis
Aku lena menyusur
Hari berganti
Tidak ingin lepaskan kau pergi
Kaulah kerlipan sakti
Yang menyinari
Moga abadi
Terus bersemi
Hingga ke akhir nanti
( ulang korus 2X )
Selamanya
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