Feelin Great vs Feeling Crappy

Fiction.

So this is a difficult relationship...

I need security and the other person wants freedom.

So what's next, we both need to go down halfway and meet somewhere in the middle.

No?

Ok, you just stay where you are and I'll go down a couple of notches below my standard(s) and meet you there? No?

Then maybe, if you could just tell me what exactly that you want...

No? Yes?

Anybody ever wondered what is it that I want? No body asked, so nobody wants to know.

But that's not important.What i want isn't important. To you. To them. To everybody.

I was told, if you don't do something with your life, you'd die for nothing. Do things, you'd die anyway. Everybody dies. You, me, everybody. We're all dying. We're doing it now. So do it matter?

Life's like a flight of stairs. Going up going down. Jumping off is optional. Skipping a few steps is optional too. Falling down and breaking your nose is optional too. One dont have to do it if one didn't want to.


I mean you feed what you want to survive and starve what you want to kill. So what if it's like the other way around? Impossible? No. Just difficult. Understandable but confusing? Right.

This isn't about me.

It's about the moonlight shining on drops of dew on a leaf tip, somewhere dark.

Fiction.

The irony of it all is... No matter how low you're feeling, It can be fun looking down at people... I am going too deep... Enough already...



So am I being cruel? I dont think so... Fook what everybody else thinks... They don't give me money.


My horoscope says... September 21, 2007

Today's events might catch you a bit off guard, but you can regain balance easily.

Especially when you're on the job, you find that you have a hard time keeping up appearances. You may need to take a half-day, or find some new and clever way to show the public your best face.


September 22, 2007

Keeping more of your money is something you're close to figuring out how to do.

Your emotional nature may get the better of you at some point today, but others may not even notice! They all seem a little robotic -- which may be part of the problem -- and are just going about their business.