Half a year of being Together

Baby, I know that in real life,

I will never get the chance to say this to you...

Either I'll be too shy,

Or you'll be too busy...

Anyway I just want to tell you...

How colorful my life is,

With you at my side...

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

Hope you love me too...

(This is where you'll say... "Galak!")

Ngeee...

And to push in the desired effect(s) of my short candid poem... A video of my favorite song to you...

And of course.. To all of you... It's in Romanian... So I'll attach together a translation of the lyric...

Enjoy...

Dragostea Din Tei (English Version)

by O-Zone
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha

Hello, Salute, it’s me, your Duke
And I made something that’s real
To show you how I feel
Hello, Hello, it’s me Picasso
I will paint my words of love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Whoa I whoa I aaa
Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

I sold my strings, my songs, and dreams
And I bought some paints to match the colors of my love

Hello, Hello, it’s me again, Picasso
I will spray my words of my love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Whoa I whoa I aaa
Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Hey, little lover stay
Or all my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Whoa I whoa I aaa
Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Hey, little lover stay
Or all my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

Few Minutes Before Midnight

Had a sleepless night last night... Suffering throughout the day...



I demam siot... Badan rasa cam kena pukul... Muka panas, mata panas... had a bad case of the Princess Diarrhea... Lost of appetite (ngade!), teringin nak makan nasik panas-panas ngan semangkuk Masak Asam Pedas Kacang Bendi macam Mak masak (minus the ikang... I tak makang Ikang! My mom knows...)

Still kena kaco through henpon... Seminggu into the new year... Laku gak aku... Hahaha...

Anyway... I just wanna say this... Aku merinduimu... Ding! Dong!

Balik la cepat... I demam ni (ish... ngade tol)... I know my sayangku kalo dia dengar I merengek2 manja camni, sure dia akan cakap.... "Gatai!" or "Galak!"... Then I'll go "Olo... I gatai/galak ngan you je... Lagi pun I gatai/galak dalam dose yang dibenarkan je..." (Ngeee...) Then dia pulak akan roll dia punya eyes... Lepas tu kan... lepas tu kan... Dia akan cepat2 tukar topik... Hehehe... I am so so so so in love... Dengan dia je...

Here's a pix at my favorite spot at my office... We'll call this place "The Tangga Belakang" starting from today.

Muka orang tak cukup tido/demam tengah isap lokok (AMARAN KERAJAAN MALAYSIA: MEROKOK MEMBAHAYAKAN KESIHATAN (DAN IANYA AKAN MENYEBABKAN PENURUNAN DALAM KESUBURAN)... )

P/S: Comel kan I?

New Phone... Not So new...

Hmmm... Temptations... Temptations... this new year is full of it... Three days into the new year and I've succumbed to one (well, quite a few... But dont feel like sharing)...

One funny thing happened to me earlier today... i went out to pay my internet and electricity bills... Being clumsy as I am... I stappled both the phone bills and the electric bill together, in case I dropped them in the middle of the road...

Then I went to the bank... Then I walked two blocks to the TM Shop to pay my internet and phone bills. Seperti biasa... Chit chat with the TM staff... I dont mind people asking me questions like "You ke yang dating dengan that super hot someone ?" or "How's (insert celebrity name here) been doing?" tapi ini dia tanya aku "Dah kahwin ke belum?" SIAO! Lepas bayor bill aku jalan ke kereta and drove to....

Drove like bodo2 to TNB. I got there... took my number and waited for my turn... Only to have the girl senyum kambeng at me saying...

"Abang... Bill ni dah bayar..."

I was like "Oh... Mungkin mamat kat TM office tu terkoyak my bills... How much do i need to pay?"

Then the girl looked at me one kind and said "Dia dah kira sekali kat kedai TM tu..."

I pulak dah termalu, then i said "Oh, ya ka? Saya tak tau pulak yang kat kedai TM tu bley bayo bill api... Eh... Malunye..."

SIAO! At least I made the counter girls' day by making her laugh... Charity tu...

This year is going to be swell...

Me and Mr. Ashraff went makan Beryani kat area Langkawi Mall... Had Chicken Beryani+Palak Panner+Mango Lassi+ Juice... The total= RM26++ for 2 persons makan... cheap kan? Due to my pristine public-relation skills... I dapat 50% off... Muahaha...

Then malam me and Ms. Mirinda went for Delifrance jetty Point... Had Egg Devine Sandwich+ Soup+Salad, while Ms. Mirinda had Chicken Lasagna (She wanted to feel like Garfield tonite), then we shared the Delifrance Signature Bread Pudding with Ice cream (which is basically bengkang roti boh kismis ngan eskrem)...

Jumpak plak Ms. Sufina ngan her Dad... Selamba dog je yours truly pi salam ngan subang ganaz kat tinga dua2 belah lain with her dad... Sure abah dia cancel my name from potential menantu list... Hahaha...

Anyway, Ms. Sufina forwarded me a video of a (suspected) underaged student... Very "talented" girl... Full of "potential"...

Budak2 zaman skarang...

I mean people have been having sex since there were people... Tapi yang sekarang ni hangat diperkatakan dan makin berleluasa is because almost everyone ada camera phone...

Dulu berapa kerat sangat orang ada video camera kan? lagi pun kalo tgh bernafsu a.k.a. in the mood, tiba2 boyfren ato girlfren pegang video cam tak ke nervous yang sorang lagi tu kan?

At least kalo pegang henpon tu takde la rasa cimon sangat kan(cimon means gabra kot... Mr. Firdaus my best friend kat SP selalu pakai perkataan tu)?....

Oh, before I stop typing... I bought another handphone... Nokia N70. I know it's an old model... Punya pasal aku la aku nak beli HP apa pun... aku pakai duit sendiri... Bleh camtu?

Dan bagi merasmikan my handphone baru/lama/baru... Pix...

Cik Mirinda Malini dalam keadaan kandid sedang mereply mesej bawah meja...

Cik Sufina Halim dengan "gaya tak tau nak cakap gaya apa" sedang mempromosikan jadual konti bulan Januari 2008 mini dibelakang tag kerjanya. Tak mandi dari pagi beb... Muahaha...

Oleh kerana kalian takmo pose lawa2... Aku pakai je gambo tak ready korang sebagai thumbnail bila korang tipon aku... naik ler gambo ni kat henpon aku... Punya pasal aku la... Henpon aku... Aku nak buat ape pun....

Huah huah huah... I am so jaghat!

First Day of a New Year...

Waaa... It feels like just yesterday we celebrated the coming of 2007... Now it's 2008... Waaaa.... Another year gone by... Umur meningkat... So for people like me... I'm aging gracefully... Too tired to post... I'll add more later...

This is the "add more later" part...

I think the year 2008 started out great... Was tired ushering it in... Now it's in...

I woke up late late today... Woke up to the sound of the phone ringing, picked up but couldn't remember what I said or who called... That's me... Muahaha... Fast forward to the best part... Sayangku demam (olololo... ciannye dia)... Datang umah buat manja2... I masak moi sup daging

Amylea and yours truly having pre-new year celebration dinner... Makan like gila... Paid like RM50 only... feels like stealing pulak...

Andaman Poolside New Year Party Pix... And Vid...

Ms. Mirinda (Mel the Diva) looking for victim(s)

The Strollers who refused to stroll...

In the middle of the jungle... As the sun sets... The predators comes out to makan at the buffet line... Just pay RM400++ and enjoy the show...

Me and Ms. Dwi...

As for me... last year brought many memories...

Some of them worth remembering...

Some I dont want to remember, though I should remember them as a lesson in life.

I have my space, my friends, my office mates, the people I know, the people who knows me, people I hate, people who hates me, my enemies, my family (although I haven't seen them throughout 2007, I know that they know that I always think of them)...

And I met someone who love me (in that persons' own way), we fought, we made up, we fought again, we adepted to each others' differences. We tolerated each others' flaw (at times by throwing stuff at one another- but hey, that's the way love goes)...

So all that I can say for 2007 is... We've survived... We've survived... Muahaha...

It was a party in the middle of a jungle... Happy New Year everyone(hangover-recovery)!

This year, hopefully will bring better results in whatever it is we're trying to do... More good stuffs, less bad stuff, please!

And another thingy... This is something for that someone... You know who you are... I could never give you up...

Warning: This File can Make You Lose Your Mind and Fall in Love with the Singer, who is sadly (for you) is already ATTACHED!

Last Day of the Year...

So what's the big deal?

Lots.

There'll celebrations and parties all around the world, there's the Year End Sales and not forgetting the Year End Stress! Which of course badly affects me... I'll give some example...

Car broke down, marka merajuk, marka pujuk, marka merajuk balik, marka buat2 as if nothing happened, marka jadik manja2, marka this marka that.

Kerja macam orang gila, car broke down again, car masuk workshop, car punya part mahal siot, gaji lom masuk, gaji masuk dah, in desperate need of tender loving care, in desperate need of tender loving care by someone, dont care anyone but in desperate need in tender loving care, in desperate need of that certain someone again.

Tired, bored, stressed out, indigestion, insomnia, addicted to caffein, addicted to ciggies, confused, in love, not in love, in love again...

Marka going for a holiday next year, dont wanna tell where and with who... I cannot go...

Single, attached, single again, attached again...

This happened during the last week of the year 2007.

Next year, during this time, I'll be away doing things I wanna do...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Shitty Friday...

Car broke down (overheating and when I stopped the car, couldn't get it to start)...

Left the phone inside the car, when I went for dinner with the other car, when I got back, got 5 missed calls and three text messages (another reason for that person to pick a fight)....

Gaji masuk lagi, friends who borrowed money from moi didn't pick up the phone (cannot repair the car, cannot even afford the tow truck)...

That someone doesn't pick up the phone, due to last night incident (great, just great)...

Received a phone call from that someone (kena marah... Malas nak layan doh)...

Received a call from Ms. Sufina... My quesheet for todays' View Points not in the file... She got bambooed by the Boss.

Five minutes later, received a text message from the Boss (kena lagi)... Tried to explain through SMS, but explaination through SMS sucks... Was misunderstood which made matters worst.

Tengah makan nasik, terus rasa kenyang... Buang seperiuk nasik of nasik...

Wgat else could go wrong?

It's only 1641hrs... I'm going back to bed...

1650hrs... The phone rang... Mr. Fairuzs' sister was admitted to the hospital (again), that means kena ganti konti dia lagi... Fine! More money for me.

Since I'm holding the phone, might as well...

(1) Call Miss Sufina to know more about the missing queshit (quesheet) mystery and also to ask her for a switch for tomorrows' duty- she agreed.

(2) Call Ms. Husner (The Boss) to ask her opinion on switching duties .

(3) Call Ms. Zaleha to confirm and see if she remembered me entering her room and putting the queshit into the file infront of her (which of course she remembers).

(4) Call the Boss to confirm about tomorrows' duty and of course before hanging up, letting her know that I've put the quesheet in the file and Ms. Zaleha is my witness...

May the one who sabotaged me (if he's a guy) loses his dick, like it just turns black and dropped off or if it was a girl, she'll sprout a teeny, tiny dick where her clitoris is (and the dick will be bright bright pink about the size of my pinkie finger!) Amen...

So the song of the moment... Fat Cat by Boy George.

Boy George Fat Cat Lyrics

Another song of woe

Woe sounds like this



You say nothing's changed, where were you when my world

Was spinning into masquerade

You claim it's just a question of mathematics

I shut the door on your amateur dramatics



Then you think too much

And you talk too much, vicariously

Yeah you think too much

And you talk too much

Every word is substance free



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose



And you hurt yourself



You say I'm deranged, I'll admit to being strange

But I just can't stop loving you

If the light in your eyes

Addiction came as a surprise

Didn't think I'd be so into you



Then you think too much

And you talk too much, so carelessly

Yeah you think too much

And you talk too much

Every word is substance free



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last, the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose

Bamia oh Bamia

After a long idle life... My stove finally smoke (direct translation from akhirnya dapurku berasap....)

Did nothing today. Woke up late. Slept again in the afternoon. Woke up again feeling stupid. had more coffee. Went shopping alone. Kena ngorat ngan promoter. Laki plak tu. Beli mamam, tapi tak mamam pun. Cook. Didn't eat until now. Smoke like mad.

HP asik munyi je. Orang pujuk. But menurut JAKIM, cerai SMS tak sah, so I buat kesimpulan... Pujuk SMS pun tak sah la.

One thing that I hate the most among many thing is being lied to. Seriously, benci tol. Enough said.

I'm still in love. which is a good thing. The question is, why do I feel bad? Anyway... here's a pix of sebelanga of Bamia. Makan ngan roti sodap... Makan ngan kentang bakar pun sodap... Makan ngan pasta pun sodap... Kalo me yang masak... memang sodap la....